I've never really thought of myself a someone who's cute or sexy. At best, I've considered myself an...awkward beauty, as it were. But, just about everywhere I go in this city, and even at home, people randomly acknowledge my apparent cuteness. I can be walking down the street, or through the grocery store, or a club and someone will just stop me and say you're so cute. It happens even more when String Bean and I are together. Sb I can see being called cute. When you really get into his face it's strikingly beautiful...but me!?!?! It confuses me...
Last night for example, I went to go and see my brother Jesus at Euphoria, the bar he works at. As soon as I walked through the door these girls call me over. I wasn't sure exactly why I was being asked over so I slowly obliged. They wanted to know where I get my hair done because it was so cute, and that it fit me so well. Essential my hair and face caught their eyes and before I knew it I was making to case for why the girl considering loxs should go ahead with it. After leaving Euphoria I headed to Liv for the strippers, and as soon as I walk in some lesbian comments on how "pretty" I am. After a couple of drinks and many ones leaving my CDG wallet, I walked to 7/11 to get something to eat (don't judge me, the Dragon Wings are ovah!). I walk in and two very Southeast-DC-looking-female-security-guard types stop their chatter with the woman behind the counter to tell me how cute I was. One even suggested that I should be a model!!!! Random, right?
A couple of things stick out about this. Notice there are no boys!!! Boys rarely ever come up to me and say anything....at least not the attractive ones. If I'm so cute, where are they?!?!?! And am I the only one that sees something different from everyone else when I look in the mirror?!?! I just don't see it!!
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PERFECT PHOTO TO! Both of you guys have manes, lol. Your very attractive JB! You know dudes sometimes get intimidated as well!
hahahhaa, this is funny to me because I tell gay boys all the time how beautiful/pretty/cute/sexy they are. you must have several qualities that appeal to women. you probably ain't tryna hear that, but there's nothin wrong with it lol.
It happens to me and I stare in the mirror wondering what the hell they see that I don't.
You don't see that you give Naomi a run for her coin...?
You know that the kids have a hard time expressing themselves. We have never met in person, but I can tell that you stand out in a crowd.
Even though we are attracted to men, I believe that that we have the same thing that women have when it comes to another woman. We rate ourselves against other men... even though we are attracted to them.
You've got it going on and deserve all of the shine you got.
By the way, I LOVE the pic for the post!
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